Excited But Nervous
I had my NST (Non Stress Test) yesterday and since I’m not taking Isoxillan anymore (been taking it for the past 6 months 
), I did expect some contraction to be recorded. So the resident doctor made an internal exam and told me that my external cervix (didn’t know there’s external and internal hehe) is already dilated. I expected to be admitted yesterday but my gynecologist told me to see her Friday instead.
When I got back home, she texted me asking if I can call her. She told me she can’t wait for me to reach 37 weeks and she wants my CS operation scheduled on Saturday. I was then surprised but expected it to happen. I made a bargain if it’s okay if it will be scheduled on March 1st and I’m willing to be at the hospital beginning Saturday. She said she’s worried and that all the sacrifices could be put to waste. Me and hubby then agreed to have my CS scheduled this Saturday.
I’m excited since I’ll be going to see my babies but nervous as well because I know how painful it is after the operation. I wasn’t able to sleep much last night and for sure, I won’t be able to later as well.
Tags: giving birth, pregnancy
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